Kat (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} petitesirene) wrote,@ 2007-05-27 02:40:00 |
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love, love me do
i think that i need to be enough for me.
by that i mean: i think i need to be single.
and maybe just have guys as friends or lovers.
but no more boyfriends.
i would still like a child someday.
and i think i could care for him/her on my own.
men are trouble.
every guy i have ever dated has told me he loves me.
which is bullshit.
but i believe it because i'm dumb
and because, well, who doesn't want to believe that?
but maybe...
maybe i don't believe in love.
i really don't know anymore.
all i know is, my heart can't handle much more.
i can't keep gluing it back together.
so i'm done.
no more disappointments.
no more lies.
just friendship.
i think that i need to be enough for me.
by that i mean: i think i need to be single.
and maybe just have guys as friends or lovers.
but no more boyfriends.
i would still like a child someday.
and i think i could care for him/her on my own.
men are trouble.
every guy i have ever dated has told me he loves me.
which is bullshit.
but i believe it because i'm dumb
and because, well, who doesn't want to believe that?
but maybe...
maybe i don't believe in love.
i really don't know anymore.
all i know is, my heart can't handle much more.
i can't keep gluing it back together.
so i'm done.
no more disappointments.
no more lies.
just friendship.
