been a long time
ok i haven't updated in for-freakin-ever. i dont really know what to say. i still live in cincy with miles & my lovely kitten absinthe. actually, abby's 1st birthday was yesterday.

i've been really confused lately, about everything. i don't really want to write about it all here, because its personal. but if you want to know, ask.

i have a new journal, one thats just for me. i've made some friends with it, friends who don't know me, ones who understand what i'm going through. not that you guys don't, i'm just really bad at opening up. its not that i don't want to share, its just hard for me to initiate.

also, to everyone that i'm friends with but don't really talk to- I MISS YOU!! :) i am just really really really bad at calling people. i get all anxious on the phone the first time, but after that i'm cool. so feel free to call me and know that if i sound awkward... its because i am. but keep calling, because i do value our friendship.

alright, well thats really all i've got for now. feel free to post questions, or IM me, or call me.

.the end.