rawr.
i still love my job, even though i've worked almost everyday this week, including friday, saturday and sunday. i did my first shoot completly on my own today, which was fun and exciting.
my personal life has been crap, however. miles and i have been fighting. actually, i have been fighting with miles. i feel so alone and isolated here. he doesn't understand what i am going through. he can't see things my way and when i remind him of how depressed and horrid i feel, he is sweet and understanding.. for about 3 hours. and then he is back to his usual self. which i love. i really do. i just... i'm dying. i'm dying in small, slow, and apparently melodramatic bits.
and i want to die.
i feel... tired. alone. depressed. burnt-out. helpless.
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